I have some incredible people in my life that, when I get out of hermit mode and reach out, remind me of how far I’ve come.
I don’t always feel it. In fact, right now I feel like I’ve backslide into 2019 emotional me, but when I stop and look, even writing this posts proves to me that I’m not 2019 me. I have come far. I am not the same person. Shit, I’m not the same person as I was yesterday.
I’m not where I want to be, and I recognize what got me to this point. Recognizing that I’m backsliding is hands-down the first step. The second step is getting off my ass and back to the habits that help me make that progress.
So thank you to my incredibly kind and loving friend for always believing in me and seeing the best in me. It gives me the courage to face my own bs and work on it.
One day I won’t be so lost.

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