Journey 2 Zendipity

Christmas before last I was walking around a shop with my close friends when I came across the most BEAUTIFUL bracelet. It was a solar system bracelet and each planet, moon, sun and stars were different healing stones. I absolutely fell in love. It was magical.

All I had on me was my kids allowance money but he was away for the week. The allowance money was the EXACT amount. I got the bracelet for myself as s gift from my kid because it’s something we share. (Don’t worry, full intentions of actually giving him his allowance lol). I rush to the car and call him on FaceTime to show him what he got me for Christmas lmao.. first one, he was even more excited then I was.

The woman blessed the bracelet, I said a prayer over it and I put it in my stocking cause it was going to wait until Christmas. (I had a hell of s long way to go for Christmas butttt I made it!)

Anyways, I LOVE that bracelet. I love it so much. It’s my dress up, dress down, everything bracelet.. in LOVE with that bracelet. Got how much I love that bracelet? LOVEEEE

So, that bracelet just broke about 15 minutes ago.

Yup.

Broken.

Busted apart.

Into pieces.

Planets few everywhere.

Some stars landed on my hoodie.

Not really sure what happened to the moon.

Still looking for a planet.

My. Favorite. Fucking. Magical. Bracelet. Broke.

…..

I went to the bathroom to take off my jewelry, I was yawning while taking off my watch and my bracelet snapped. My kid came running cause I saw AWW so loud and helped me grab it off the floor, then asked me if I was on my period cause that would make the moment worse LOL I love him so much.

Anyways, back to my post, right after “ aww” and “fuckkkkk, noooo!! “ my fist full thought was “ok, I wonder what the universe has in store for me”. Let that shit sink in.

One of my all time favorite items that I own just broke and my first reaction was understanding of something greater. My reaction was not full blown hysteria over an attachment.

I’m amazed. Year ago I would’ve cursed and yelled so much my neighbor would’ve known what happened but I felt peace. Yea, I feel sad but I feel peace.

Now THAT is what I feel most grateful for today.

I do love that bracelet, but that realization is absolutely everything. :: sigh ::