Journey 2 Zendipity

I don’t write my blog for followers, likes, or comments. I mean, I genuinely appreciate it because it is almost like confirmation that I’m in alignment and on the right path. Makes me feel like what I’m writing is helping others, inspiring others, matters to others or simply entertaining but I don’t write for the purpose of anyones confirmation.

I blog because I love to write. I blog because In a world of fake, in a world where everything is filtered , in a world where emotions are hidden or exaggerated.. I want to be a light of authenticity.

I have no expectation of my blog reaching hundreds let alone a million. I simply want to make at least one person feel less alone. I write my blog because my sole purpose is to help others and I believe that the life I’ve lived was for me to live so I could share and maybe just maybe help one person out.

I write my blog because I want to share my journey, share my struggles, my thoughts, my ideas, my pain, my joy., my love.

My hopes is for someone to read one of my writings and see a glimpse of hope, or to feel less alone. Like they aren’t the only ones that have gone through or going through certain shit. Social media makes it feel like everyone in the damn world is so extremely happy but you or so extremely depressed or so extremely fill in the blanks. Some people fake smiles and living depressed, others expressing emotions but feeling another. For whatever everyone’s reasons are.. it feels so extreme.

I have down days, quite a bit but I have amazing moments, also quite a bit. I’m the in between. I have my waves. I don’t always share them but not out of fear of being vulnerable, though feeling emotionally naked is not fun, but because I’m pushing myself into the other side and not trying to dwell. Either way, I feel it all. I live in the in between. Each day is a journey of emotions on its own. Each day is. New page for me and I never know which straw I’m going to grab. I live in the in between.

Simply am a woman trying to fulfill her purpose of helping as many people as I can before my expiration date. A woman trying to heal and grow. A woman who struggles with depression. A woman who loves deeply and feels deeply. A woman who wants to spread love while living in the grey shades of emotions and taking each moment with whatever color emotion it is. A real woman, in the real world, feeling real emotions, having real struggles, real joys and real experiences simply sharing them with anyone who wants to come along for the ride.

If you’re reading, thank you for joining me on my ride. Thank you for caring. Thank you for pushing towards another day and thank you, for being you. You are enough.

Make good choices and spread kindness y’all. Until next time I get a random thought lol

-K