Journey 2 Zendipity

The comfort zone is a tricky place to be. It’s the COMFORT zone. It is what we know, how we feel safe, secure. Whether it’s good or bad, it’s the devil we know. T

TheHe problem is that growth can’t happen in the comfort zone. Growth happens out of the discomfort and that is terrifying. Especially if you’ve been in that comfort zone for so long that it’s become the norm of your life.

The next few days will be crucial to my life. Something that will require me to make a big life change. The first step is deciding if I should stay in my comfort zone or move into the discomfort without any idea what the outcome will be.

I am absolutely terrified. I’m also excited, nervous, happy, sad, and all these other feelings I can’t even put into words because I simply don’t know how to describe them.

My mom is a fan of the comfort zone. Growing up she would tell us in Spanish “ it’s better the devil you know than the devil you don’t know yet”. I think that’s the proper translation. Anyways, it was engraved in me. To my soul. What’s funny is that we moved around so much that it was always a new devil we were prepping to get to know. Thankfully. When I became a mom, I stuck in those ways. I settled down and found my comfort zone, then planted my roots and it’s become extremely difficult to budge.

Comfort zones of any kind have been difficult for me to step out of. Friendships, relationships, jobs, homes, cities, states.. making a conscious choice to step into the discomfort set my nerves on fire lol. I am a ball of anxiety.

Yet, the times I’ve made the choice consciously, my life changes. Usually, for the better. So you’d think by now, I’d know better and do better with that but nope.

Here I am prepping to once more, step out of my comfort zone into the unknown, freaking the fuckkkkkk outtttt.

During my journey I’ve started to talk about my soul and my human. My soul knows , needs, wants certain things while my human has its own list. In this moment, I know my soul needs this, I know my soul is ready, my human however.. not so much LOL. My human is mostly ran by my ego and fears. So my human is having full blown emotions and tantrums while my soul is keeping it cool, calm and collected.

Change is scary for me but when I’m in the process of change, I know I handle it well.

So the question for myself today is, who will win? Soul vs human? Comfort zone or growth? Belief or fear?

I am wishing you all a moment of choice soon, one that will give you the opportunity to consciously choose to step out of your comfort zone and I hope that you choose to make that step. I hope you let your soul win over your human.

Sending you all so much love! Have an incredible day. ❤️