Journey 2 Zendipity

My life started changing about a month ago.

It was something really small that made me realize my son is getting older and starting to have his own life. Then I made a life changing career move. Then it was the social aspect of my life that started changing.

It was like a snowball that I was watching grow and at first it seemed like it was happening slow and then all of a sudden.

One small change in my life created so much change. My mind is blown.

I keep feeling like I’m not ready but by the time I react, I’m already in the midst of another change.

Trusting the divine through this process has shown me that I don’t have to be in control always. It’s showing me that all I had to do was have faith in my relationship with the universe, the divine, God. all I had to do was make the moves I intuitively felt drawn to and everything else followed.

I still have no idea what’s next, what I’m supposed to do, if I’m ready, what I want, what I need. I have no fucking clue but what I do know is that the divine has my back.

What I do know is that I’ve started to trust myself more than I have in a long time. What I do know is that I want to LIVE not just exist and it all needed to change.

So, I am open to whatever comes next. I am open to whatever direction the Divine wants to take me in and I’m removing my hands from the steering wheel.

No matter how good I am at control, the Universe is so much better.

“If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans”.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

In this moment, my gratitude tank is so full. I am feeling blessed even with my world turned upside down because I know on the other side is something that’s greater than anything I could imagine.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Lead me, guide me, show me and I promise to follow and listen. Amen