Journey 2 Zendipity

I grew up really alone and with an old soul.

I always wanted to help others and my words seemed to be the main way I could do that. I never felt that I could say the right thing or that it helped but I still pushed on.

As I got older I recognized that my words were a blessings. Since then I’ve made a decision to show my gratitude to the Divine by being the vessel for the words it wants me to share.

I say things and right away sometimes completely forget what I say and those are the absolute best moments because in that moment I realize, it was not MY words. I was just the vessel.

For that, I am forever grateful. For those moments. For the ability to speak, write, share my words authentically, filterless.

The flip side to that is because of how I grew up, I never learned that “right” from “wrong” way to speak. My filter was never there and I’ve hurt people deeply with my words.

So I then retreat and try not to speak as much, as often, or at all in a lot of situations. Then something happens where my words are necessary and the tug is stronger than my own humanly emotion.

To everyone I’ve hurt with my words (and of course actions), I am so deeply and truly sorry. I am most grateful to you, because I learned from those moments and it’s helped me grow as an individual.

For those I’ve helped with my words, I am grateful to you for sharing that moment with me and accepting the words in the pure love they were intended to be.

To everyone, I am sending you all so much love. Keep following that thing that sets your soul on fire. Keep allowing yourself to br the divines vessel because the world needs you and EVERYONE has something that the world needs. No two people are the same and no two people share with the world the same gift. Keep sharing your gift because you are special, you are needed and you are loved.