Journey 2 Zendipity

With no reason, rhyme or rhythm .. some days just feel heavy.

Somedays we wake up and feel it, other time it lays on it throughout the day and other times it’s just moments but they feel heavy. Hard to explain, just fucking heavy.

Moments of feeling down, can’t think right, heavy chested maybe, dark cloud over your head, everything feels like weight being added to an already heavy moment.

Somedays just feel heavy. Period.

Today is that kind of day for me.

I’ve been having trouble sleeping, I woke up ready to conquer the day and then as the day has gone on.. I feel this weight. This heaviness. For no obvious reason, nothings actually happened but I feel blah.

I started second guessing a major move I made, feeling out of place, having that missing “home” feeling, wondering if I’m a fuck up.. you know the rabbit hole or shit questions and second guessing emotions th at haunt you with every move you make.

Yup, that’s me today.

So I guess I’m just here being emotionally naked in front of y’all , aka being vulnerable, to let y’all know.. you’re not alone.

Somedays just feel heavy, and that is okay. Let’s just make conscious effort to not live in the shit stew for too long.

For right now, I kind of wanna just stew in this for a bit but I’m going to give myself kudos for acknowledging that I’m making that conscious effort in this moment. maybe in a few moments I’ll consciously make the effort to crawl out of the pot lol. I hope. If not, bed time will be here soon and I can try again tomorrow!!!

:: the crowd cheers :: Tomorrow! Tomorrow! Tomorrow!

We got this y’all! Hang in there! It’s just a moment and some days just feel heavy, shit happens. There’s always the next moment (or tomorrow) and you’re not alone. Your feelings and emotions are valid.

Sending y’all so much love. Now I’m signing back off to go finish my shit stew day 🙂