Journey 2 Zendipity

Dear Future Love,

I am thinking about you tonight.
Obviously, I have the human thoughts and questions like; What do you look like? Do I know you yet? What does my future favorite smile look like? What does my future favorite scent smell like? What will our favorite thing to do together be? What incredible things will we achieve together? 😍

I am also wondering what you are currently healing from. If I’m the reason we haven’t come together yet. What your family is like. Wondering if I’ve done enough healing on my own to be the woman you deserve. If I’m ready for you yet. Wondering if your soul will recognize mine immediately if mine will recognize yours. I am “daydreaming” this evening and you are the main feature. Oh, and praying I don’t fuck it up by running away when the time comes LOL.

You don’t know this but one day you will.

I pray for you.
I don’t know your name (I think), but I pray for you.
I pray for your heart, I pray for your healing, I pray for your patience, I pray for your mental health, I pray for your courage, I pray for your strength, I pray for you.. often.

Truth be told, I don’t know what I believe in anymore, I feel extremely lost in life lately.. sad even, but I believe in you.
I believe in you because the Divine created me with this intense fire within that’s safely put away in a glass box and it’s anxiously waiting for the soul that has the key. This fire is excited to be let out.
I don’t know what to believe in but I swear, even if I have moments of doubt, I believe in you.

I have written to you. I have sung to you. I have prayed for you. I send you love, often!
(That love I send is only between me, you, and our God, I’ll tell you about it when the time is right.)

Goodness, I am thinking a lot about you tonight.
My human is feeling sad and my soul is feeling a void, missing yours.
I am wishing that we could be having a conversation right now about life and the future. – I could use that conversation right now. I could really really use that right now. I could also really use a hug from you, a very long hug. F* it… just for tonight, I’d ask you not to let go.

Oh my love, my precious Divine love.

I hope that where ever you are, you are doing well. I hope that your heart is full of love. I hope that you feel the love I send you, even if you don’t understand it yet. Most importantly, I really truly hope that you are happy and feeling at peace.

Whoever you are, where ever you are… tonight, I miss you.
I can’t explain it, but I do and I look forward to falling in love with your smile in this lifetime.

Until our souls reunite,
-K ❤️‍🔥