Journey 2 Zendipity

Good morning beautiful soul!

How are you doing this morning? Are you excited for this day?
Have you thought about what an extraordinary thing it is that we were chosen to wake up today?
That the same “magic” that parted the Red Sea lives within us?

I don’t know about you, but I woke up feeling refueled with determination and hungry.
My heart and soul are feel this fir.
Massive thanks to Eddie Pinero for his incredible motivation this morning!

Unfortunately, I have been feeling so many emotions the last few months that have been mostly negative ones, for a few different reasons. It’s been on me though, I chose to dig my head in the sand and chose to not take the time to really untangle all that I was feeling and thinking. Problem with that is when I pray, I ask for guidance and clarity, I ask for my purpose to be shown to me and with that prayer it’s only a matter of time before I get my ass kicked into gear.

So it did LOL.

Yesterday, my kid and I headed to a new church and when I looked over I knew he was feeling the same spark of fire I was. I asked him “Are you feeling that too? That fire in your belly? Like something new is about to kickstart?” He said yea, definitely. We couldn’t explain it but we lamp without a doubt that a new chapter is beginning and something big is happening. We are officially out of God’s waiting room.
The problem is that like anything with faith… it’s about taking leaps of faith and sometimes just waiting blindly taking just one step at a time.

Yesterday and today.. it’s really all become more clear.

I still have no idea what my purpose truly is.
I still have no idea what I need to do about my career.
I still have no idea what I’m supposed to be actively healing or growing in.
I still have no idea what this new chapter will focus on.
I still have no idea what this snowball effect of change is about but I do know.. it’s happening. Right now.
I still have no idea about anything, other than this chapter will require faith and patienc, but the most important thing I know is that there is no way in heaven that I will ever be content with just a comfortable purpose-less life.

That’s a hard NO for me.

I want extraordinary!
I want fire!
I want passion!

“Life is the sum of memories and experiences”, and I want my life to be mighty full.

It doesn’t have to mean I become a CEO, famous in anything, or Mother Teresa… I just want Full!
Whether it’s as a family woman, a career woman, a creative woman, a mix or all the above.
I want a life full of memories, full of experiences. I want a life full of light and passion.

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I have never been ordinary or normal, I have never fit in.
Yet the last 6 months of my life I have been forcing myself to be good and to feel happy with this comfortable life that most people would be thrilled about.

No fucking wonder I’ve been feeling so negative! I’m force feeding a life that’s square into a round hole and it’s a great life.. just not the life for me. I have been mad at myself for not feeling happy about a life that does not make me feel happy. haha ironic huh? but guess what, I bet I am not the only one whose pulled this stunt!

I needed this reminder desperately. Thank you, Divine!

I always say that when God wants you to move, they will keep showing you signs. When you don’t, it will start making you uncomfortable until you have no choice but to move or it straight up kicks the chair from under you.

I am a unicorn.
I didn’t understand it at first, I didn’t appreciate it but now… I say it with pride and a straighten crown.

I AM a Unicorn.
In most areas of my life.
I stand out like a sore thumb, I rattle cages, I change lives, I expect better, I believe in people and push to their potential, and I want fire and passion.


Yes, my peace is more important than a lot of things but If it comes between having peace or having a full soul firey passion, I will choose passion. I choose passion.
I choose passion in life, love and anything under the sun because life is the sum of memories and experience. I want to be able to look back at my life and feel the fire in my tummy when I even think back.

So now what?
Another thing I have no idea on but I took a step forward.. Now I wait until the next step is lite up. It’s only a matter of time.

How freaking exciting!!!

I hope that today, you find something to get excited about. Hell, get excited about your lunch!
Get excited about that meal like it’s the very first time you are getting to taste that deliciousness.
Eat that meal with full understanding that you are nourishing the Divine within you and that that meal is a gift.
Put your phone away, close your eyes, and enjoy the flavor.
You are worth that passion and life, love.

I hope that today you feel full in your heart and soul. That you acknowledge your greatness, your extraordinary qualities even for a moment and appreciate your soul and your human. I hope that today you see yourself as a person worthy of the life you dream of. Even if you don’t know what that dream is quite yet but feel it in your tummy.

You are magnificent, you are strong, you are you.

I am sending you so much love, so much live and a piece of courage to believe in yourself.

With love,

-K