Journey 2 Zendipity

I have started more than 6 posts in the last two weeks but couldn’t figure out which one exactly I wanted to focus on, so I didn’t focus on any of them.
Let that sink in for a second, cause I am damn sure that I am not the only one that’s done some form of that.
Actually, I think it was more of a hazy mind from all the downloads. I mean it really felt like my brain was a cup and it was overflowing.

Earlier today I was reading “The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari” again and there was a part that said “as long as you are living your purpose, the rest will work itself out”.
I realized at that moment that I stopped focusing on my writing because of my current madness. My writing which I do believe is part of my purpose has been on the back burner for the last few weeks.
So, here I go correcting that.
I’m going to break down all the topics I’ve wanted to write about, all revolving around the lessons I’ve been learning these last few weeks. Unbelievable that it’s only really been a few weeks.

Watering my Garden

Discipline

Focusing with a Purpose

Money Knowledge

Accepting Grace

Faith

Mental Health

Patience & Divine Timing

For the last few weeks, I have been on this INSANE rollercoaster. I’ll fill y’all in throughout each topic, but it’s been a wild physical, emotional, and spiritual journey. One that I believe has changed me.
I can’t explain it yet or even fully understand to confirm it beyond a feeling, but It has.
*I feel different.
*I catch myself thinking about things in a different way.
*I notice when I’m out of character, quicker.
*I like how I look (most days).
*I AM different.

This journey has been one of faith.
When I spoke to my best friend about it a couple of weeks ago she had mentioned that it’s an unspoken beauty walking by faith. It stuck. From that moment I looked at this walk a little different.
I have felt incredibly blessed by the Divine and by my growth.
I feel proud even.

When I got let go a few weeks ago, I knew instantly that I had 2 choices.
I could either get angry, get negative and make all my choices by fear, OR I could choose to feel all the emotions BUT not make any choice out of fear.
I chose to get my faith and my intuition guide me through this journey.
It has not been easy but it’s been easier than it would have been had I chosen option 1.

This won’t be the same choices everyone would have if they were in my shoes, because my walk was designed for me. My true north is MY true north, not a community’s true north. Does that make sense?
That was one of my many lessons.
Understanding that my true North may not look the same as the next. Though I logically knew that, it was different to recognize it spiritually too.
I learned something unique about myself during this particular lesson too. The fact that I have done an incredible job taking leaps of faith at times. Until recently, I would just shake it off like it was something most people did but lately.

Divine Timing:
Today I read a meme of a woman that said something about someone congratulating her and how she started deflecting after the ‘Thank you’, the person then responded to her ” I’m going to give you your flowers, you can water them or not”.

I feel like seeing myself, appreciating myself, accepting the wins, and cheering myself on has been like watering my own flowers. Let me tell you something, this is a whole new world to me but my garden is starting to look extraordinarily, breathtakingly, beautiful!

This topic was a special one to learn.
This lesson was close to my heart and without knowing it, it kick started the rest of the lessons.

Watering my garden has required me to slow down, walk by faith but also choose the steps that intuitively feel connected to my divinity. In other words.. calling myself out when I’m about to choose a path mostly because it’ll provide instant gratification. This leads to the next topic of discipline, but we will get to that topic another night.

This post has taken me over 2 hours to write and I swear it feels like it’s all over the place.
Not sure who this one is for but I sure hope that who ever this message touches.. it fills your heart and soul.

I’l going to wrap it up, I’ll be back soon but I so truly look forward to sharing with you all the many lessons I’ve been learning these crucial last few weeks.

Sending you all so much love!
Reminder to water your garden today.

With love,
-K

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