Journey 2 Zendipity

Dear Future Spouse,

You’d be so proud of me right now, the amount of work I’ve put into discipline over my life has really started to blossom in some areas of my life. I remember the days I planted those seeds and seeing the little flower nugget is making my heart all warm and fuzzy lol.

In fact, I’m on the gym bike now and the sun hasn’t been woken up on this side of the world yet. Little thing but big thing.

I won’t take up too much time with this letter but I wanted to let you know that you’re on my mind this morning. 😘

I pray for you, I pray over your heart, I pray over your mind, I pray over your soul, and I pray for your journey. I pray for you, I pray for our future path, and most importantly I pray over my heart for you.

I pray that I may heal enough to never let you pay for the hurt of past relationships and childhood traumas. I pray that I may continue to grow and blossom, not just to be deserving of your extraordinary soul, but to be the woman I can be proud of and be accepting of the love you will pour into me. I want to be able to accept the love you have and reciprocate it in a way I only ever dreamed of.

I pray always to become to mother my kid needs throughout the next stages of his life, the aunt my nieces and nephew can turn to, the god mother that my god baby can lean on, and the friend that can support in the darkest of times and in the quietest times. Lately, the prayers have expanded to becoming a woman worthy of the love the divine has stored for me within you.

I don’t know who you are.
I don’t know what your face looks like, I don’t know what your voice sounds like, or maybe I do, I don’t yet know that smile that will make me melt, but what I do know is that you’re constantly on my heart and prayers.

My love, wherever you are.. who ever you are and whatever your journey has in store for you, I promise that you’ll always have my prayers shielding you as best possible.

I am sending you so much love today, I hope your heart is full and that when you feel the wind blow.. you feel a little bit of love I’ve sent you.

Until our souls reunite,
-K