Journey 2 Zendipity

Dear Lord,

I’ll take a moment this morning to pray for my spouse. Lord, wherever they are in this world, and within their journey, I just wanna pray that they’re doing well. Mind, heart, and soul, I hope that they are at peace and they have a heart full of joy in this moment. Lord, I know I don’t know them yet, but I think about them often.

Little things reminds me of who they could possibly be. Although I really have no clue on who they are I know there are some qualities that I can expect. I know there are other qualities that I will have no idea until experience them.

This morning it was something funny, that made them cross my mind and put a smile on my face, it was a truck. (Of course it was a truck lol! You got a hell of a sense of humor) It was one of those older trucks that we saw growing up that had a camper covering the back bed. It made me think about how growing up we would’ve associated that with adults, now we are the adults driving those. It made me then wonder if they would someone someone driving one of them. Them, my person.

what’s funny about not knowing who “they” are, is that I can still imagine what they’re gonna be like, what they’re gonna drive, how they dress, gives me space to imagine their smile and laugh, or what they’re gonna look like. anything and everything. It is still just feels like a dream, because it is.

Now, I sure hope that if it becomes a reality one day. I sure hope that I haven’t been praying for air all of these years, anytime I prayed for my spouse, over them, over their heart, over their families, over their healing, but I trust you and your timing.

Lord, I really pray that they’re doing well. I pray that they feel loved today at some point, special even. I pray that in the midst of any chaos that they experience today, or any day, really, that they’re able to find the calm in the storm. I pray for their mind. I pray for their heart. I pray for their physical, I pray for their health. Lord, I pray for the ones that they love, even the person that they are dating, if any but we both know I hope it’s no one 🙂 I’m still human. Insert a side eye with that last one but you know, I wouldn’t want them to be going through so much pain because of someone. Lord, Please give them a hug today, and though they won’t know it, let that hug come from me, my heart, my spirit even if it’s through another human body. Let them feel the love from rhat hug to their very core and not know why but feel the peace I’m manifesting for them. Though I don’t know them in this lifetime, yet. I still feel the love to my core and just want them to experience it too. Even if it’s not directly from me in this moment.

Thank you Lord for listening to me, thank you for being there, thank you for letting me feel peace and thank you for letting me love someone so much that even before I get to know them, I am encouraged by my spirit to pray for them. I know that whenever I meet them, this love will be incredibly supported by you Divine, because it’ll be created solely by you. Thank you for that. Thank you for trusting me with the heart that you trusted me with, it’s truly a blessing and a curse but I love it, i love this responsibility to love hard, I love me for you, and I love you.

I so can’t wait to see what is next. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

In your name,

Amen

-K

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Ohhh y’all, posting this one is hard lol. Been sitting on the publish button for a min now. And not because it’s a prayer, at all, but because this one makes me feel vulnerable. Can’t truly explain it, but this one feels like one of the most vulnerable post I’ve done thus far.

If I choose to publish it, thank you for taking the time to read it, and for sharing this vulnerable moment with me. If you’re single, feel free to switch up the prayer or pray along with me, whatever you’d like to pray for your future person. They’re out there, experiencing all the same human emotion, struggles, and possibly heartaches that we have.

Sending y’all pure vulnerable love. And now officially praying for my own courage to post this. Lol