Journey 2 Zendipity

I don’t know when I started it but I think a few years ago I started to use “love that neighbor” as a reminder when I’m about to snap.

Someone cuts in front of me and I’m trying not to lose it like a mad woman.. “love thy neighbor, love thy neighbor, love thy f*king neighbor”.

Downstairs neighbor being a real piece of work, “love thy neighbor..”

My son driving me bonkers “love thy neighbor”, more like my broke best friend but all good, love thy neighbor is a mblanket lol.

Someone at work pressing my buttons, “love thy neighbor” , but that one is usually said after “I love my job, I love my job, I love my job” or “woot woot job security!” ID-10-T 🤦🏻‍♀️

You get the point.

Today though was special. Today was not a “love thy neighbor” day, today was … well let’s just put it like this:

On top of everything going wrong today, I did so much overthinking while on an empty stomach that I ended up hurting my own damn feelings!! I dug myself into a hole with my overthinking, overthought my way out of the hole, only to then trip over some more overthinking and land face first into a wall.

So, now here I am… hungry, grouchy, hurt feelings, frustrated AND for cherry on top.. now wondering about what I did on a random say in 2001 and how it maybe was my fault!

IYKYK

I need a snickers. 😒

So this is my for humans that aren’t having a “love thy neighbor day” or hurt their own feelings while overthinking.. Hang in there boo. You’re human. Chin up and fix your crown.

We got this!

With love, hanger and insecurities..

-K