Journey 2 Zendipity

Hey all,
I’ve been so distant for a bit from my writing but some of you have been loyal to the core. Still coming back to look for new posts, sending an email, or finding me on IG to message. I really do appreciate y’all.

Why the distance? Well, it’s been a real up-and-down emotional rollercoaster. Mostly because I’m struggling with life’s time guzzler .. WORK! Like dude.. wtf lol. How is this normal? Working 40-60 hours a week for just a little bitof free time to do all chores, spend time with loved ones, hobby or whatever else you need while just making ends meet. . It’s like we gotta squeeze it all in a short window and still get rest.

Please don’t get me wrong, I am incredibly grateful BECAUSE I get to go to work but Dude.. wtf… lol for real. This can’t be living. I don’t know why we as a whole race, the human race, decided this was living.

I want to break free, I NEED to break free.
Last couple of months, I’ve been wrecking my brain trying to figure out what is next. Listening to “The Side Hustle Show” podcast OFTEN , researching and just trying to figure out what next.

On all aspects of my life I’m feeling a little off balance.
Financially I need a little more freedom, I just want to LIVE life.
Emotionally I’m stressed over life, but also lacking the love I desire.
Physically.. LOL well, that’s just been a lazy part in my life. I want to go to the gym but my discipline is lacking and I feel so damn tired more times than not.
Spiritually I’m doing okay. Church has been wonderful and God is still so good but a little frustrated that I am not seeing signs for what is next. What is my purpose? Where is my future partner? What am I supposed to be doing with my life? I need answers!
Parenthood is rewarding, emotional, stressful, annoying, joyful, angering LOL the list goes on. My kid is reaching prime teenage-hood and I am just trying to survive life.
I’ll get there though. One step at a time.

So that is all.
Life is lifeing but I am surviving! Hoping to bring you all something exciting soon. 🙂

I am sending you all my love and you guys are in my thoughts often.
Feel free to continuing reaching out or reach out for the first time and say hi!
IG: @journey2zendipity though it’s dry as hell too LOL but I do at least monitor my inbox.

& lastly, to my vets, military folks, and military member families; anyone in that world that may have lost someone… thinking of you this weekend. ❤ In my thoughts and prayers.

With all my love & Gratitude,
-K