I couldn’t sleep last night. A lot going on – I’m a little stressed AND excited but I also really miss someone. Wish I was able to share the stress and excitement with them, wake up near them, just be around them but I can’t. Leaves me really feeling like I’m still on my own.
I really feel like I’m the problem most of the time. Like feelings are an issue lol fucking feelings. I’d love to be able to pick and choose that assortment of feelings like flowers, you know? I’ll take this joy and peace right here, ohh a lot of love, eh I’ll take some stress to keep shit balanced, ehhh you can keep the “lonely”, “missing someone like a void” they looking a little rough and oh yea, just burn the fuck out of “shredded heart”.
I don’t really know how not to be “too much” or how not to be the issue and honestly, feeling overwhelmed and exhausted trying to be everything I can be so I don’t lose people from my life but the crazy lid feeling a little lose and it just wants to blow right off.
Ignore me, I’m just running on maybe 90 minutes of sleep. Heavy start of a morning. Oh, well. Suck it up buttercup, we got shit to do.
Thanks for hearing my ramble y’all. Feeling a little lonely this week. Appreciate the company. ❤️
Sending talk so much love, I hope you have an amazing Friday!!
-K
Journey 2 Zendipity 